Sunday, October 28, 2007

dirty little....

dirty little bugs!!!!!!!

ada binatang ni. kami panggil dia kesing. dia serangga. busuk nak mati. kessing kills. apa nk buat ni?

ada binatang ni. kami tak tahu panggil dia apa. dia serangga. dia makan kayu. tahi @ telur (nt sure which one) dia jatuh setiap hari macam salji yang mempunyai tekstur seperti pasir. apa nak buat ni? -_-'''


dirty little desires!!!

sumhow, i still have this little desire to pierce my lips again just like i did when i was 15, but i'm in dental school. this is obviously not an option for me.

sumhow, i still want to huff a puff once in a while, but i know very well that i can't anymore. i'd cough if i do so :P

sumtimes, i just want to laze around, take my time looking at the sky. if only we have a field with lavenders around. berangan lagi aku ni.

sumtimes, i wish i'm back in subang. maybe enroll in any dental school nearby, but i know very well that if i'm stuck at subang, i'd probably be sumone i'm not today. i'd probably be yet another subang spoilt brat. susahnya tinggal di subang x jadi spoilt.

sumtimes, i crave for the feeling of being carefree. carrying no responsibility on my shoulder, but i'm no longer a child. i'm an adult-in-the-making. one day, i'll have to totally stand on my own feet and face the world.


everybody has their own dirty little desires. nak buat atau taknak. they differ at that point :P am i wrong for telling this out?............ tak kot.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

raya was GREAAAAAAT!!!!!

first thing first....
WANI!!!! HAPPY 23RD BURRRFFDAY!!!!
*sorry aku wish lambat... T_T x sngaja T_T sayang kau :P

ok, back to the topic.

raya this time turned out to be way better than i expected! altho kampong sebelah tok mak di endau-rompin yang lawa x ramai sangat saudara balik kali ni, raya was still A-ok! take it this way... x ramai sangat dari ENAM PULUH sepupu. takdelah sikit sangat :P both syidah n hafiz were at sarawak. one is studying n the other is working his ass off. selamat berjaya kpd anda berdua! :D o yea, i visited my old matrix friend's house too! rumah fariza dkat kampong jiran. fariza, aku sangat happy dapat jumpa kau!


next, raya kampong sebelah tok abah di jb... whoops! kampong? bukak pintu nampak danga bay, baik panggil rumah. seronok juga!!! 11.30pm, the day we arrived, i asked along to bring me pusing pusing around danga bay.in the end, instead of me alone, wani, ahmad, n 2 nieces - anis & najmi joined us XD





guess what? along yang confident macam tahu jalan around jb SESAT!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!! si najmi pun macam confident... najmi + along = sesat sokmo!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!! so, in the end, we arrived at danga bay near 1am. thank God jb jenis bandar malam. so, all shops were still open :D kononnya nak minum-minum. last skali, order banyak gila sate & kepak ayam madu. memang syok!!!!


the next day, we headed for home where heart is :) esoknya, i did sum shopping with mel, just like i promised her. hella, i bought lotsa stuff. melayang RM400 aku, bt, i don't think i can be blamed on this bcause... takkan aku nak cari barang2 tu kat kelantan. kena realistic sikit. 1st time mel x shopping banyak HAHAHAHHHAHA! she bought 2 pairs of shoes though >:D


nafsu shopping dah dipuaskan. it's open house, the day after! i didn't expect many to show up since sum told me that they were having class on that day. the open house was supposed to start at 12pm, yet around 1pm nobody showed up as if confirming my prediction. tiba2... ain sampai!! bersama kawan karibnya, athirah :D lpas tu, nabilah. lpas tu, dz. lpas tu, kurol & the gang. lpas tu, RAMAI LAGI!!!!!! terharunya saya, ramai sangat sangat showed up T_T dekat 30orang datang~ sampai makanan pun habis! wani kata mau ajak kawan 5orang, tapi sorang je bole datang... katanya lah masa awal2. tiba-tiba, hambik kau!!! nak 20orang jugak kawan dia datang! gila pak... when they were about to excuse themselves, umi said "dah lawa dah masing-masing".................. :) in the evening, may, fana, thirah, fatin, mel, and i fulfilled a friend's open house. si azwan punya. da kurus laki tu haha. anyway, we were feeling very (perhaps extremely) awkward sbab ramai orang tak kenal atau pernah kenal tapi buat-buat tak kenal (lol). anyway, azwan tetap baik layan kitorang. jeah (macam dia slalu cakap)! sadly, i don't really have pics to show here since i haven't gotten them from may. connection kura-kura, tambah dgn athirah pakai camera lense jenis srl which means gambar smua saiz gajah. transfer pun lama T_T. will update the pics later. in the mean time, will put up the pics from my phone :P lopek





at night, i was thinking of getting sum rest since i'll be heading back to kelantan 2 days after. *Shiori by Aqua Timez plays*. oh! msg dari kurol saying hanafi invited me to his open house dekat........ SUNGAI BULOH????? PURKINJE (per-keen-jay) FIBRE??? mcm la aku bole bawak kereta (pathetic kan?)! i was about to reject the invitation until kurol told me that all we hav to do is to go to the commuter station at sungai buloh and hanafi will pick us up there. wokie dokie! so, pegi la rumah hanafi. hanafi drove a white myvi.

"napi, kereta kau ke? gila syok"

"oh, ha ah!"

(i noticed sum female shoes at the back)" tapi wey, kenapa ada kasut perempuan ni?"

"ha?"

"kau ada hobby pelik pelik eh?? hahahahah! kereta kakak kau rupanya! gila kantoi!"


fat chance, napi! kau x bole tipu aku ahahaha~ bt yea, we were only joking around :) around 2pm we arrived at hanafi's fantabulous house. i felt awkward (again) bcoz i was the only female around. 4pm, i told kurol i wanted to go home. da lambat dey. dalam perjalanan bersama hanafi, awol, n kurol, we suddenly talked about shopping complexes nearby. all i know is the next 5 minutes, we were already on our way to one utama. AHAHHAHAH! shopping lagi! memang puas shopping kali ni!! :D the guys followed me anywhere i went which made me feel awkward (again n again), so, i shooed them >:D diorang kata diorang bukan nak shopping pun. geez... kenapa baik sangat? lelaki memang slalu sabar. i have to admit. so, i tried to repay them by offering to treat them with pizza (mula2 diorang kata nak makan pizza). tiba2, kata kenyang pulak. then, ntah macam mana, belanja diorang sushi. melayang lagi rm150 aku. O.O korang! u guys made my day!






hari seterusnya, dengan rasa berat hati, i headed to lcct in sepang with umi. back to kelantan with ain it shall be. can u believe it? i actually dropped a tear when umi n i were about to go seperate ways. the holiday felt too short. i don't think i've spent enough time with umi, ayah, wani, along, n ahmad. family means a lot.


summary is... raya is a beautiful month. cherish it. use it to the fullest. appreciate it. :)

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

what a habit

pelik lah. ingatkan orang makin pandai makin humble. rupa-rupanya makin ego. semua yang dia buat betul. human is not perfect. u are not and neither do i. let us all have a slice of humble pie. bijak pandai itu bila-bila saja boleh ditarik balik. terang minda bila-bila saja boleh jadi gelap gelita.

some people view competition negatively. whoohoo that's bad. competition = threat? no no no. competition = another target for you.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Alhamdulillah

whadda u know... the results were out just now. so far had been the most anticipated thing since i entered this university, but i didn't expect for us to get it this early......... early? tak jugak. budak medic dapat sejam lagi awal and dental students were left in uncertainty dengan hati yang gundah gulana.

2.00pm- ain shafiyah msged me:
Slm z. Ak tau kau tgh sengsara nk tunggu rsult! Ekeke. Saba2 ~ Ak yakin kau bule! NnT sms ak. Hehe! Ak sgt hepi aku lulus!!

congrats ain dan terima kasih T_T!!! kau banyak tolong aku.

dalam 2.30pm, result pun keluar, mengikut kata encik lah. Alhamdulillah, praises to Allah... i just could not ask for more from Him. terima kasih umi, ayah, wani, ahmad, along, dan yang lain yang dah doakan aku walaupun selalu saja aku bising-bising mengungkit rasa risau. aku tau aku annoying masa tu :P Alhamdulillah sekali lagi.

ALLAHUAKBAR!!!