"moh le tengok gamba anak2 sdare ko kat page aku~ dorang smua rindu ko doh~ asek nyebut mak ira kih3"
that was a comment sent to me by wani. reading that, i know too well that i'm missing lotsa things. things will be the same for the next 4 1/2 years i guess. sumtimes, it gets too tempting to just change course, but thank God our education system doesn't work that way. u can't simply change course. this is a choice i made although without too much of thinking. i won't regret insya-Allah. i'll work my ass off now, battling to have my personal time in the future. i don't want a job that costs me my quality time. aku tak mahu kerja yang mencampur adukkan halal haram. i don't want a job involving politics, but that's impossible. at least i can avoid most of it in the future by being a dentist insya Allah. i want to give a smile to everybody. this might be the best choice. ah, how melancholic :P