That's me yawning here. I'm currently in my second residency in Kampung Raja, Besut, Terengganu, which is a part of the Community Family Case Studies (CFCS) program. Amazingly, shortly after our first residency, 2 cyber cafes were opened :)
I don't feel like I've gotten enough sleep. Had a nightmare yesterday and I woke up at 4.00am sharp... the exact time when 'it' happened. An almost exact replay of 'it', except that for some reasons, a lady was in charge and it was around noon. I escaped my deep slumber just as 'that thing' was 'flying'. Yanti yang duduk dalam rumah keluarga angkat yang sama dan sedang tidur di sebelah aku kata, "Aku nampak kau resah-resah, lepas tu aku risau kau mengigau. Nasib baik kau bangun masa aku kejutkan kau". I opened my eyes and grabbed to whatever that was surrounding me at that time. "Aku rasa kau masih trauma lah...", she said. I shut the windows closed, tip-toed to the toilet, and stared blankly at the door. I wanted to drop a few tears but I was worried Mak (mak angkat) would hear me. I want to call so many people, but the cable of my handphone is broken, hence failure to generate image on the LCD. Stayed awake for around 1 hour and finally sank into my slumber, once again.
I need to pick myself up... soon. Time to go back to foster family's house.