"I wanna know when you were down and drowned", sang Bon Jovi in I'll Be There For You.
One by one they go.
"I wish I had never met or at least knew a few people, because then, I'd be happier"... but those are words of an ungrateful human. I wish... I can be stronger with time, effort, and God's will, so that I can face whatever obstacles or challenges that are thrown at me. I need strength.
Surprise, surprise. Chest is aching again and retchings are here. Bye.