I am... tired of this. I am so... tired of this. I swear... I feel so tired mentally over this issue. This headache is so overwhelming, it feels like my head is about to split into halves.
I am sure not of what feeling should I have right now, but the tears don't seem to stop falling down... but I sure feel like I'm the most selfish person on earth. I knew it... shouldn't have laughed too much yesterday. Oh... how I despise myself right now. I am certainly not a good person. I am certainly not a good person. Will I be a good person... one day?
With this... I think I'd better go with, "I don't need a better thing, I'd settle for less", and stop you from further pursuing the issue. I guarantee you... these complicated thoughts and feelings are beyond your comprehension and I don't expect you to understand them because... I had long given up on that - when you damaged my emotions too much for so long already. Goodbye.