Thursday, April 16, 2009

heartbreak

This post is not worth reading so go on if you have time to waste or click another link if you don't want to be killed due to boredom.



Here goes.



I am severely disturbed. I honestly, sincerely, seriously don't want him to go. He is not a friend I can afford to lose, but... I don't have much saying on this. There were a few words of his that locked my mouth from opening and sputtering a few more arguements against his decision. A number of people just know what they want to do... And I wish for the best in everything he does. Everything happens for at least a reason. All the best, dude, but if ever you thought of coming back here, we will be more than glad to welcome you. In the meanwhile, our number will get smaller one more time.


Dean, please... please listen to what we have to say.


I'm going to syisha sampai pengsan (konon) tonight. Release tension sikit. I don't think I make a good leader... Things like this more or less shake my confidence. Once again, heartbreak is overwhelming and I couldn't continue writing this post. Later.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

HORROR of the year!!!

*dug dug dug* Chang knocked on my door just awhile ago. Oh! It's the Dental Student Association (PSG) tshirt delivery~ "too excited" describes my mood at that time best... until the anticipated item fell into my hands. Seriously, my first reaction was to gape while looking at it. It's like watching a top-rated horror movie which was directed and written in a more realistic manner.




Why am I so upset, you may ask. Well, for a start, I designed it. Next, they changed the design!! What pissed me off so much was... I did submit the original font I used for the tshirt printing company to use, but they used an ugly font which in no way is as good as the one I chose. The LT Chickenhawk font was chosen for reasons lah, machaaaaa!!! And don't reconstruct the designs if you are not patient and careful enough to make an exact copy of the original design. The third reason is the fabric for the tshirt is so poor in quality that I'm seriously considering to ask for refund worth RM6 from the RM26 we paid for it. The thread count is very low and they sure are quite stingy when it comes to the ink used in printing. Argh, terlampau kecewa untuk terus menulis. I'll just let the pictures talk for themselves. I'll include the original design (that was chosen by the senior out of approx. 4-5 designs I submitted) and the depressing outcome.









Warna lari, font ditukar, alignment design lari, proportion design kepada tshirt lari, fabrik kualiti dan warna yang haprak T_T Kecewa, kecewa, kecewa

Saturday, April 11, 2009

perlukah...?

Lega rasanya bila aku declared dalam hati, "Aku sudah tak kisah", tentang beberapa perkara yang aku rasa... tak perlu aku tuliskan di sini. Kadang-kadang, aku rasa kita terlampau banyak dedahkan hal peribadi dalam internet sehinggakan "We invade our own privacy", tetapi dalam masa yang sama, kita demand gils (gils = gila. Just so you understandlah, macha) pasal privacy. Apara~



While I'm here in USM, varieties of personality, attitude, and character were observed. It's down to fifty-fifty when it comes to describing them either pleasant or not, and I'm still learning them rapidly. Yeah, I'm grateful to be given the chance to learn them :)



"Manusia memang ramai yang parasite. Don’t get discouraged",(atau lebih kurang begitu) Umi said when I told her about being bothered so much with all the responsibilities I'm carrying and being misunderstood despite giving away so much. Indeed… One is never grateful till one loses what one has. So, I now reset one of my countless principles.



It’s quite amazing how easily a few people can be read like open books and yet they had never noticed being read by others. What’s ‘funnier’ is when they ask you favours with hidden agendas and they don't even know that you already understood what they had in their mind. Bukan... bukan berprasangka yang tidak elok, tetapi ia adalah berdasarkan pengalaman yang lepas dan juga 'clinical presentation' yang sekarang. Previously, I played along with their game, for my own agendas, but now, I guess I'll learn to answer "No", to such unbeneficial requests. Hey, seriously... They are much more of a burden than pleasant-to-be-with-people. This statement sounds slightly cruel, I know, but I can't let it eat myself, can I? And uhm... you do know that with every additional 10kg load, fuel consumption increases as much as 2%, don't you? Befriending hassle-free people is way more fun! :D But I'm not that choosy, mind you :P




Fairuz, Andi Rauf, me, & Onn Azli

Anyhoo, thanks too Beh and Jijah for including the syisha place (located behind Riverview Hotel & Ridel Hotel) in one of our weekly Monday night out destinations, my 5 years syisha hiatus burned away just like that (although Jijah and Renming accompanied me with a few huff-a-puffs) :P But blame me for coming back there later, heh heh heh. If you were to see sorta mini-KL or where superbikes and posh cars of Kelantan gather, then this place is where you should head to. I don't think it has a proper name, though. Aih... my one guilty pleasure. How do I kill the addiction?



Adrian, Foo, Ah Beh, Renming, & me