Friday, March 12, 2010

jerit

Aku yakin aku jerit. Sebahagian otakku cuba untuk menggerakkan otot-otot di muka, diafragma, larinks, lidah, dan beberapa bahagian lain yang aku sudah tak berapa ingat. Tetapi, semacam ada satu tangan halimunan mencekik kuat tekakku. Akhirnya, aku hanya terduduk, bersandarkan dinding kosong, hampa, jeritan itu hanya berada dalam minda aku... seperti selalu. Laju nafas yang aku hembus, laju lagi air mata yang mengalir ini. Ternyatalah aku terlampau banyak memendam.


O Allah, I miss them so much. Please grant me the strength to face these tests. May with Your every test, I stand stronger. May with this strength You grant me, I am able to lend my hand to others. May with these tears You gave me, my heart cures in no time. May with these companies You keep me with through years, I shall feel content and happy even after this life.

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