Monday, May 24, 2010
bcause i'm a whiner
I know I'm quite a whiner. Wait. Not 'quite' but 'very much'. You know myself too well and those things undoubtedly gave me palpitations which I guess resulted from my anxiety disorder, but they scare the crap out of me as well. Let me get over my trauma first. Make me forget all those craps first. Even if they were your friendly gestures, my brain perceived them as a threat... just like when others did the same thing to me. I don't know, they just squeeze my lacrimal and its accessory glands and now I can't stop them from producing those fluid out of confusion. Dang I should work on these problems soon. Very soon. The amnesia pills aren't desirable at all.