Monday, December 6, 2010

oh, energy, where art thou?

I feel somewhat tired today. It had been quite awhile since I last did an extensive research at the library. Perhaps I had overestimated online journals. Now that our field of studies is more converged on matters related to dentistry, online journals related to it are sadly very few when compared to medical ones. Something must be done about this.

On a completely different note...
I feel very tired emotionally too. I wonder why am I willing to put up with all this nuisance, but again... as happened so many times already, there is so much good waiting for me behind that veil of uncertainty. Allah knows best. Nonetheless, I can't expect myself to behave like a robot, I have to give it a break. Let's loosen this grip. Fly :)

I'm in love with the monsoon season. It rains everyday and I love how everything stand out during cloudy days. I wish I will be a dentist and a specialist too as soon as possible, because I'd really like to go for vacations (what???). I had to pass so many trips Umi and Ayah planned (they went ahead of course :P) because I rarely get long breaks and when there is any, it comes unexpectedly which I find rather inconvenient. Oh well, "Berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ketepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian", isn't it? Tak apalah tak cuti dan bersenang-lenang semasa belajar ni. Kemudian hari bila dah mula kerja, bolehlah relaks sedikit walaupun masa tu tanggungjawab yang dipikul lain pula jenisnya. Seronoknya pun lainlah jenisnya :)

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