Thursday, April 25, 2013


Pegang kemas setiap penjuru hati, carik-carik, hempas kuat ke atas lantai, pijak, terajang, penyekkan dia, cebisan hati yang dah tak ada harga. Kolam darah. Baru puas hati kau.


Do note that this entry shall be filled with things that randomly pop up in my head. 

First topic - yay, convocation had passed! It's a once-in-a-lifetime event, yes, I know, but I regret putting on heels because oh, God, I felt like getting my legs amputated due to the inexorable pain that seemed to only increase exponentially on that day, but wait! I have my own excuse for putting on a pair of those 'torturing devices' (those heels of course). See, I'm not the type of lady who has a rack filled with shoes. No, I don't have a collection of flats and no, I am just not interested in footwear much. I basically have a pair of Crocs Mary Janes for ladies (the ones that are meant for toning muscles in the calves), a pair of strapped flats which I rarely bother to wear because I'm just too darn lazy to sit down and clip on their straps, a pair of black coloured peep-toe heels, and a pair of Reebok sports shoes. I know that if according to the standard of Vogue magazine, I am not fit to be called a woman due to this, but heck, do you think a person who spent her time during highschool wearing Adidas track bottoms and the latest Nike basketball shoes would care about such thing seriously? Yes, yes, I can get pretty ridiculous at times, but ah well. I'm just a unique soul (cabut lari hihihi).

So, we...

Sukainah, Nafsiyah, Syamimi, Yasmin, Naimah, Mia, and I

... were supposed to begin our induction week on 8th April, but thanks to this very humongous-bellied creature whose name I shall not mention here, for not doing his jobs properly and put all paperwork pertaining to it on hold, we missed it. "Yay!". Despite numerous complaints lodged against him, this very creature proved himself to be an amazingly 'stubborn stain' that seems impossible to be removed from our dental school. One lucky bastard (pardon my vulgarity but, boy, am I sick of his blunders). Well, at least, we made a few phone calls to certain government bodies and detected these problems early enough to not miss the next induction.

So, whether we like it or not, all of us will be unemployed for quite some time. If the Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam (SPA), is correct, we shall start working some time around end of May or June. Currently, I am 'happy' to announce that I had gained 4kg in barely a month. I'm not going to say that I am currently fat and sad, but I certainly am fat and too relaxed (I am still in my ideal BMI range but damn it, I look huge and I think I shall be overweight pretty soon if this continues). See, although eating is an escapism for most stressed out people, mine is simply to sleep. Therefore, weight reduction isn't a tough task for me during my studies because during that stressful time, I only eat to ensure optimal brain function. Maybe I should take up a part time job, but AAAARRRGGHHHH!!! I have turned into a sloth. Goyang, goyang kaki.

I just had a glass of teh tarik (again, a drink I would never have consumed during my studies) and I am ridiculously nauseous now. This demonic drink seems to drive my body crazy every single time I consume it. I'd become nauseous, have headaches and loss of appetite. For a month already, I had been eyeing those sachets of instant Boh Teh Tarik. Frankly, I regret my decision now. In a few minutes, I shall go to a Perodua workshop nearby with Ayah to take the Kelisa which I had been driving while I was in Kelantan (harap jangan termuntah tengah jalan). Hopefully all the vibrations the car has will be gone for good. Speaking of which, I'd better get prepared or I shall face the wrath of Tuan Haji Abdul Rahim Daud.